ORESAMA

TO ENGLAND!

Using a Japanese blog platform was fun.
 Seeing the Japanese characters all the time was fun.

But I think I've had enough. I keep getting bleeding. spam. in the comments, and the comments are just... DAMN. EXPLICIT. FUCK.

And so, I'm moving on to tumblr.
http://yuxuanesque.tumblr.com/

Imma see you there.

 

Lithuanian.





If I said that I miss you, if I said that I want to talk to you, would you?
I cannot help but wonder, but I'm sorry I feel that way.
This time I'm sincere, and I think today I'm independent.
Do you feel that way, do you think about me sometimes too?

 I'm exhausted.

Homework only keeps on coming in like a never ending stream. I'm never going to get it all completed.

Structured remediation is stupid. Teachers only insist things such as "You should know this, I'm not teaching it again," as well as "Go home and make your own notes, I won't be going through this".
You're making all this a waste of time.

If you're going to give us so much homework and not teach in class, then make us stay at home and finish that homework.
If you're not going to teach and you make us stay in school longer, then don't give us so much homework.
If you're going to want us to finish that homework and make us stay in school until 5pm, then don't complain if we sleep in class.

I'm irritated. You're not looking at it from our point of view at all.

And this weather is stupid. Stop being such an irritating contradiction. I know it's all out fault with global warming, but stop taking it out on the generation that's doing its best to save it. Or at least, most of us anyway. Why are we supposed to clean up the mess of our genius ancestors again?


Big, bloody headache.

 Smile.




With the NYP attachment finally over, I feel so relaxed. Time to finally enjoy a little of my holidays!

 Eurovision is like uber awesome. I can't believed I missed the finals by a day though. D:

I know I should be like, studying for Chinese. But I've reaced that point where I don't know what to do. Like, it's a language, you know? I just hope I pass.

And I ab-so-lute-ly regret volunteering for the stupid NYP one week attachment. I need my holidays, damn it.

Now, it's time to go look at the lists of chinese Chen-yu again. D:

 

I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell, and I'll die by your hand, which I love so well. - Shakespeare

 I flunked my maths for sure, HAHAHAHAHA.
Screwed up my physics formulas too.

What a great day. Kesesese!~

Next week I'll be skipping Chemistry for Literature class! HAHAHAHA.

FML.

When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew. - Shakespeare.

Why do I keep quoting Shakespeare?

Alice Nine band members are really cute. It's been years but I still love them to death.

Fourteen self-reflecting questions.

1 If you had to describe yourself in one word, what would it be?
Coward.

2 Describe yourself in one paragraph.
I'm a super narcissist with a super-ego. I have zero patience for most things, and I cannot tolerate having to wait for something or someone. I can be pretty temperamental, and have slight violent tendencies. However, my anger traits only reveal themselves when I'm provoked. Otherwise, I prefer to keep cool and think things through. I take a logical approach when facing challenges and chase after perfection despite knowing it doesn't exist. The greatest question on my mind is to know what is the Truth. I can be quite whimsical.

3 What are your interests?
My biggest interest would lie in history and culture. Reading books come in a close second. I also enjoy Anime and Manga. I like firearms and am trained in three kinds of guns; Rifle, pistol and revolver. My favourite activities include chess, shogi and go, tea, and occasionally drawing. I enjoy photography and most kinds of art. I also enjoy cooking and researching new recipes and cuisines. I like foreign languages as well as Law and Science Investigation. When I'm outside, I spend much time people-watching and observing others. In a sense, people fall under this category.

4 What are your strengths?
Apparently, I'm good at English. At least, that's what everyone tells me. In fact, that's the only thing I'm not average at.
Although, when it comes to shooting, I have a pretty good eye.

5 What are your weaknesses?
I'm horrible at math and anything that has to do with calculations. I can be impatient and apathetic. I am hypocritical and critical as well. I have been described as cold and formal.(But this can be objected to because I'm also said to be warm and sociable.) I am really lazy and procrastinate a lot. I also hate prioritizing.

6 If you had to describe your childhood self in one word, what would it be?
Brat.

7 Describe your childhood self in a paragraph.
Stuck-up, selfish, attention-craving, naive fool. Arrogant. I might have been worse. Hmm.

8 Have you experienced any life-changing events in your life?
More than I can count on one hand.

9 What was your childhood dream?
I wanted to be an author. Rowling and Roald Dahl were my heroes at that time. Then I wanted to be an artist. Sometime later, it became a pilot, then a police officer.

10 What is your dream now?
Revive Prussia.
I want to study law in a prestigious university.  
Then become the Gen-Secretary of the UN and revive Prussia.

11 How much do you think you have changed over the past 4 years?
At least 90%.

12 If you are given the chance to tell your past self anything, what would you say?
Wake up.

13 What blessing or advice would you give to anyone who reads this?
Life is actually a pretty ugly thing. People can be pretty ugly. But it's this ugliness that makes us so realistic, and it's this realism that makes us beautiful. Change your perspective and your world will change. Stay stubborn and nothing ever will.
When you make a decision, make one that you will look back in 20 years time and feel that you have no regrets. If you make a mistake now, it is impossible to clean it up.
When something in your life goes wrong, as much as it feels like the end of the world, it is not. Even if you give up, the world around you will still keep moving. You can choose to give up or push yourself on to prove everyone wrong. Try or die trying.

14 Any last words?
The person who wins is not the best at what he or she does, but rather how he or she can adapt. There is always room for change, it's only whether you can see it.

15 Who would you like to pass this on to?
Anybody who reads this.




So, my dad came home just now and announced that his boss had sent him on an urgent trip to China for tentatively two weeks. I just saw him off at the door. Well, bon voyage to him~

More importantly/Equally important is that I think I think Gintama's new movie is out!



Adieu~!

I love his voice. It's so powerful. And he's so pretty. And he has such an intense gaze. I'm really a sucker for stuff like that. Look at those eyes, DAMN!





Finding new computer games right smack in the middle of the exams is a bad idea.

Nonetheless, I really want to buy Assassin's Creed and Dynasty Warriors series.

What I'm going to say next is irrelevant.  You don't have to read it.



I freaking love Europeans and my new British friend.



Okay, now is the important part.

I wish SOMEONE would take up my offer for English tuition. Mrs Tey thinks it's a good idea, so it is. PLEASE? I want to go to Japan and watch concerts.


Of course, I think I did badly on the English exam.  Bah. What right do I have to hand out tuition?

Shall go read FML to cheer up~
Laughing at people's miseries...

I'm such a cheesy person. I like cheesy songs. This is such a cheesy song. If I wasn't tone-deaf I would serenade you on my guitar with this song. ;) I'm talking about you, dear reader.


So, anyway, I seriously want this chess set.

http://www.chessusa.com/Merchant2/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Product_Code=46-001&Category_Code=MGCS&Product_Count=0

And a normal one

http://www.chessusa.com/Merchant2/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Product_Code=41-003&Category_Code=FCS1&Product_Count=1

And this

http://www.chessusa.com/Merchant2/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Product_Code=A0-003&Category_Code=GO&Product_Count=3

And this as well

http://www.amazon.com/Wooden-Shogi-Japanese-Chess-Table/dp/B001GL9E2W/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&s=toys-and-games&qid=1271842699&sr=8-2

They're not that cheap, really. Other than the Shogi board.

Shogi is a kind of Japanese chess. Go is a kind of East Asian othello/reversi, only more challenging.


No, the links do not have viruses of any sort. They also don't have some hacking bug that will some how reach your bank account and pay for these sets to be delivered to me.

My Amazon wishlist for books is even longer and costlier.

See, Mandi? This is why you should take up my offer. ;)

 

Character songs are interesting things.
I love Hetalia.
Mein Gott means "my god" in German.


A person's past is a fickle thing,
Your shadow chases you when you try to escape the mistake,
But yearning for your old victories is like catching water.
We can say that we don't care what others think,
But are things really so easy?


A duchenne sourire means a true smile in French. It is a (scientifically) natural smile that is the most genuine of all smiles. According to these researchers, when a true smile is given, crows feet will appear around the eyes area (due to the contraction of muscles).
People nowadays have a tendency to smile upon reflex. It's not that bad of a thing, and it's polite. But when was the last time we really saw a true smile? Next time you see one, remember how rare it is and treasure it.